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To me or not to me
I never understood what people meant by “I feel like the true me”, it made me wonder who else they were before they discovered themselves. Then the last year happened…
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A year by any other name
It doesn’t feel like a year has gone by but it’s almost exactly one year since I logged into the Swindon Crown Court system and watched the judge dispense his…
A reason, a season, or a lifetime
New Years Eve: A time to rejoice and celebrate. A time for family and friends. A time to wave goodbye to the year that’s passed and wax lyrical about the…
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So what now? From report to court – part ten
After the verdict and sentencing, it took a while for the dust to settle. The last four years of my life had been consumed by the investigation and trial dates.…
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From report to court, part nine – I have a probation worker
In the last email I hope to ever receive from the CPS, they told me what I already knew about Tim’s sentencing, and that The Restorative Justice Team would be…
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From report to court, part eight – Being on the stand
I didn’t want Jon to be in court with me. As much as knowing he was there would be a comfort, it would also make me conscious of what I…
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From report to court, part seven – Days in court
The defence barrister, Ms Nadia Chbat, managed to obstruct the rescheduling of the trial for another two months. It wasn’t until the Judge summoned her back to court where she…
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From report to court, part six – Court Dates one, two, and three
DC Ross completed the case file, and towards the end of 2021 my chosen-country’s borders opened after lockdowns. Getting home was disorienting. My husband had to move apartments while I…
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From report to court, part five – Two become three
By the time England was in the Christmas lockdown of 2020, Alfie was ready to his interview. He made the same choice as me and went on his own, but…
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From report to court, part four – Not alone anymore
DC Ross came back into the interview room with a handful of paperwork. I still hadn’t had it confirmed that the person I was talking about and the article I’d…
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From report to court, part three – Video Recorded Interview
I only had to wait two days for my interview, and in some ways I was glad it wasn’t longer. Not because I was going to get cold feet, they…
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From report to court, part two – Meeting CID
I hadn’t thought I’d sleep, but I woke from a dreamless blackness. I looked at the clock, 06:42. Tonight there’d be police here. The woman who took my call said…
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From report to court, part one – Calling the police
My breath was warm on my hands as I cradled my face. I lifted my head and looked at my phone beside me on the sofa. When I’d sent Alfie…
The Secrets Tree. A short story.
I want to take a break from the serious side of life for a moment, and so I present, The Secrets Tree. The idea for this story came to me…
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Places of support
On a chilly autumn night in 2020, at around 3 a.m., I walked home talking to my phone. I’d taken to recording my thoughts and feelings. I wasn’t in the…